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just a fantasy

As the fucking bimbo wraps her endless legs

around my neck,
She squeezes the blood out of my hard-headed lies,
I watch her getting down on her knees,
And she wonders if my soul’s for keeps
But hey, can’t you see your rosy lips are sucking me dry?

I will destroy you, endorse your teenage suicidal views, but...I’m just a fantasy, so get the fuck away from me,
I’m just a dream you want to live,

when your trip is fucked up, sleep.

I don’t give a shit, the way the people stare at me,
like I’ve got a strange disease
It’s just a jealous attitude they’re wearing
instead of their casual Levi jeans
Let them point and stare, cause when they get home
and they’re banging up their wife
It’s me she fantasises about

when he’s on top and the bitch is getting off

I will destroy you, endorse your midlife crisis blues,

but...I’m just a fantasy, so get the fuck away from me,
I’m just the life you want to live,

but you’re too blind to fucking see.

What Divine right made you God,

by judging me a junky in disguise
Coz it’s you that takes the pill of ecstasy
To get a kick away from paralysed lives
I do not fit into suburbia’s life,

but does that symbolise me a freak
Though I take pity on your soul,
My vengeance will prove it’s you that’s fucking weak.

I will destroy you, endorse your blinkered point of view, but...I’m just a fantasy, so get the fuck away from me,
I can’t breathe the same air coz it’s fucking choking me

... just die!

credits

recorded 2008/ remastered and re-released August 9th, 2025
lyrics & music: S.A. Smith

Zeek: vocals, guitar, drum simulator.

Harald 'Barry' Kippesluis: bass guitar

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